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The Fall Of Atom: A Thesis On Entopy

by June Panic

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1.
Demographic 00:49
(instrumental)
2.
Rainy Day Women #12 & 53 I was already gone when the lights came off and on And I wanted to wait for you to see if I was really wrong for you and if that cloud would stay with you
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Wine & Dine 04:48
Wine & Dine Here’s a line, soon to speak Driven into sound like coffin nails Dream awake, the soundest sleep Moments dressed like years, there is no change and no one weak enough to take the blame And she’s coming down the road You didn’t even know there was a road And she’s cluttering up the fields messing up the True with the Real Alive and well, rise & shine Another chore you don’t anticipate Born & bred, wine & dine Your limbs are only anchors for a ghost that otherwise would float to different coasts But she’s dying from the cold and you didn’t even know if you’re too cold So she’s cluttering up the fields messing up the Fuck with the Shit So, if you really are blessed now, baby, it’s alright to kneel there So, if you’re deader than most now, honey, it’s alright to be scared Yeah, if you’re really that blessed now, baby, it’s alright to kneel here Here’s a line, a crazy idea that drifted in your head and won’t get gone: ‘What matter would it make if all were none?’ And she’s trying not to feel and you don’t even know if you can feel So she’s cluttering up the fields messing up the True with the Real
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Man Of Your Dreams Murmur in a little room I walk through with my cup of juice and I can’t remember how you tasted You act like love has come too soon Wrapped in blue and white, when you’re asleep at night, I cannot tell you what I’m thinking as I lie next to you I wish I was the guy you meet when you’re dreaming instead of just the guy you’re with Now I’m in an empty house, my love has gone away And you know it’s lonely here but I’m not too proud to stay, as long as you want me to stay I wish I was the guy you meet when you’re dreaming instead of just the guy you’re with That way you could have what you want and I wouldn’t have to pretend I’m something that I’m not Murmur in a little room I follow moans and sighs to where your body lies You’re dreaming of his love and I’m happy because you’ve finally found him Yes, you’ve found him – The Man Of Your Dreams Now I’m in an empty house, my love has gone away And you know it’s lonely here but I’m not too proud to stay as long as you want me to stay As long as you want me to stay
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The Full Extent Of The Law You’re lucky You’re trying to be lucky alone No worry You’re trying to worry me alone Nobody’s equal, the best is trying to reason like a courtesan spy And where the dust lands is always forced to be strong even though it’s blue All people are created equal - they’re not even trying Nobody’s equal, the best is trying to belong I know you Born on the brightest day of truth or on the darkest night And the love that you know to be the curtain Behind: light
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Song Of A Sailor The lasses are pretty The roses just fine I always have plenty of wine But nothing can turn my mind away from long lost friends No one misses the comfort of home like I do Not for the living It’s not for the dead I’ll sail away today A hundred to one A lonely sun I’ll set into the sea No one misses the comfort of home like I do
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In The Marketplace I was in the marketplace Felt the marketplace a showdown And I thought you were the judge So I told myself to slow down Ah, but now I’m not too sure You talk to my grave like I’m in prison The only words I have for you, spoken through my mouths’ incision: “Slow down” There’s no secret source There’s no open sores Lonely is just a sport I was in the marketplace And I told the marketplace the lowdown that you can never be too sure if this is love or just a showdown There’s no secret source There’s no open sores Lonely is not so sure
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Golden Bruise If I’m crushed, you sentence me If I’m not, you set me free If I’m dead, you bury me offer a smile, apology There’s no good in the peace of mind you give If you’re fighting entropy, after a while, you’ll know it’s free There’s no good in the peace of mind you give There’s no good in the life you save by dying in the war that they brought to you Let you down, like diamonds And you wanna find a town with no one around I’m not sure it can be found
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Demographic 00:42
(instrumental)
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Walk Alone 01:57
Walk Alone Walk alone Full of everyone It’s not the lonely place Lonely place is true Not enough Lonely is not enough Everyone is true Walk the road It’s like a dream where everyone is true
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My Mean Freedom Everyone is made of steel, everyone but me They walk the path with such zeal, I cannot keep up But I know it’s real to feel I know it’s real to feel And I know it’s very hard Everyone knows how to fuck, that’s plain enough to see But I’m so nervous ‘round you, I can’t even find what it is I’m supposed to feel Though I know it’s real to feel I know it’s real to feel But I know it’s very hard When you’re so downtown, think of me, baby, out here on the ocean just waiting for your storm to come and blow my men freedom away And it’s a long, long wait And it’s a long, long wait And it’s a long, long wait
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The Future 03:52
The Future Baby, keep the future dim We have no way of knowing when love might leave us and wouldn’t understand the reasons We wouldn’t understand the reasons You can’t control what I might do, how many ways I might hurt you but now, baby, we shouldn’t think about the future We shouldn’t worry about the future We shouldn’t worry about it, no, it’s alright We shouldn’t worry about the future You cannot know the future I told you that you cannot know the future I told you that
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Don’t Love Me Too Long (Love Me ‘Til I Die) I was only another person You know it’s true Based on nothing, it grew and grew So don’t let me down Don’t make me live on past my years It’s not the weight that keeps you around I was only a new position in space and time A walking corpse in a long, long line So don’t make your heart into a coffin by keeping my spirit there with you Don’t love me too long, love me ‘til I die Don’t love me too long, find some other guy
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Demographic 00:56
(instrumental)
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Beautiful Day Hey, it’s a beautiful day Better to be alive than to be any other way Be alive today Hey, the sun in the sky looks so fucking pretty, it makes me want to cry and G-d only knows why Don’t send those flowers to me They wilt and then they bend So leave them by the road All flowers could ever be when compared to you is like a candle to the sun You melt everyone I’m already gone by Sunday Golden bruise, that’s one too
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Ghosts 03:00
Ghosts Some will die for silver and some will die for gold What more can they offer you? What more can they do? Some will leave in sunshine and some will leave in rain What more can I offer you? What more can I say? Some believe the wagon is better than the road Though you have nothing to follow you don’t have to be alone Some believe in shadows Some believe in ghosts One more to surrender to One more to surrender to What more can they offer you?
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Inbetween (An Angel Walks Into The Colosseum) I see your face and it’s a trap now It’s always better now, better now than then I see your face and it’s a trap now It’s always better then, better then than now But we’ll go on living inbetween the bookshelves: birth and death, place and time to go before we spend another dollar on our mental health Waste of time I see that life is just a trap now and we are caught inside Debased by time, murmuring Murmuring But we’ll go on living inbetween the bookshelves: birth and death, place and time to go before we get too used to the idea of being here Suddenly, an angel walks into the colosseum Birth and death, waste of time
18.
The Fall Of Atom I loved your face that night I loved how it looked so masculine and gaudy and bright The night I first asked you to go down on me The night I then asked you to leave so you’d know you always end up so all alone My life was flapping around like a fish That was your idea: to swim in other men’s hearts And when you poured me into this coffin I beat my fist, gasped for air but the air wasn’t there My Father Who Aren’t In Heaven appeared wearing His hair too short and no beard Something was wrong so I didn’t stay there for long And His arms were outstretched to receive me but I would like to be on my own And His face was a thousand new colors but I would like to be all my own even though there’s no sure way to know where to go And His mouth slid the length of my body and came to rest at the source of His divinity And I was in Him as He is in me I was in Him as He’s inside me Yes, I was in Him as He is in me
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Bein’ Cool (Is Not Like Money) Bein’ cool is not like money It’s not the kind of thing you try to hide When you’re cool, you’re always in overdrive No need to slow down There’s no need to go to heaven Cuz everything that you could want is here When you’re cool, your time is for everyone except for you
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Pity Well 04:42
Pity Well You want to meet her when she comes, another girl who looks like you but doesn’t make me think of you In fact, she makes me forget You want to see her kiss my face, then turn away as if you can’t believe she really took your place You wanted me to know the way down You wanted me to know the way You wanted me to feel like this love isn’t real So you set up a pity well for me to drink your spell And luck isn’t free, you’ll pay the price when luck becomes a young man you think you need And you can’t leave it at home now because you’re unlucky in love Set up a pity well - you know me pretty well Summer rain Morning came Lie there Morning came Summer rain Dry there Morning rain Summer pain Lie there Some are saying Morning came Hide there Morning came Some are saying Hi there You want to meet her when she comes, another girl but love becomes like dirt, and it buries you
21.
Devil's Wait 02:11
Devils Wait I was only joking when I said that we were free but time is just a reason and it’s reason enough for me I created order out of something you called me The eyes, the ears, the nose and mouth, there’s nothing you can’t cheat I was only joking when I said that in my sleep I’m done with all the joking, it’s time to live seriously Though that was a lonely time for me I think I can drain my eyes Of all the hurt they’ve seen Apologize and make a clean start among the pure cuz devils wait at heaven’s door
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Explain Change Explain change - the way you used to be, the way you are Bent like a star The world is dumb, that’s not to say simple or even fair but everyone’s there So why wait? The girl that you want is on a plastic plate I know, you already ate A certain date is all you can ask for but not too near, so you still have time to get clear I found a clue inside the boutique that I fell into while waiting for you I bought some time and spent it on anything I thought was strange Now I’m left with the change Because everything is change The Names You can crawl down the drain You can crawl down but everything is change The Pain You can crawl down the drain You can crawl down the drain So, explain change - the way you look back at me from heaven’s door saying “it’s all you hoped for” The world is numb, that’s not to say evil, it’s just unfair Ah, but everyone’s there Explain change – the way you use to be, the way you are
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Demographic 02:22
(instrumental)
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Rainy Day Women #4,579 & 2 I was already gone when the lights came off and on and I wanted to wait for you to see if I was really wrong for you and if that cloud does stay with you all day or does it leave if you go away?

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released July 1, 1997

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June Panic Vienna, Austria

June Panic is a singer-songwriter from Grand Forks, North Dakota, currently residing in Vienna, Austria.
Since 1990, he has recorded 13 solo albums of indie pop/folk/punk songs in addition to records with the bands Free Jesse and June Panic's Wife.
June's 7th album, Glory Hole, was the first release of the indie label Secretly Canadian.
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